The next few days went by fairly quickly. Sera, along with her fellow leaders, spent their ti planning in the operations room.
During these days, two other city-states ca back to their alliance. Edinburg, who lost their president in the attack, sent an envoy/ambassador to join the planning. While Kiev asked the leader of Odesz, Pavlo, to represent them as well.
As it turned out, Pavlo's wife politically conquered Kiev after the Dictator's death. She coerced them into a co-leadership, like the arrangent between Krak and Warsaw. They were quick to accept, since otherwise they had no one to lead them.
Sadly, Stuttgart, the third city-state, which lost its leader, hadn't contacted them. They either chose neutrality or switched sides.
From the Angelic Order presence within Stuttgart, they learned the city was still standing, so sothing else must've happened. The public is, of course, concerned, but their leading council had made no public appearance yet.
Wien, and more importantly, Jonas, wasn't as silent. He took control of the entire city and made his allegiance public. There was even footage of Amygdala appearing within the city, and Jonas kneeling before her.
He made up a bunch of fake reasons why he joined the Federal Alliance, but everyone saw through the facade of lies. Jonas wanted nothing else but full control over Wien, which Harold gladly gave provided.
The spies within the Federal Alliance couldn't report much. Behind the fog of war, the enemy moved, preparing for the upcoming battles, but nobody had a clear idea about their plans.
Napoleon was similar, but even more ambiguous. He still did little since taking control of New Paris. The spies speculate his control was lacking, and he wanted an absolute force before making any large-scale movents. But Elizabeth and Otto didn't believe that.
They both knew him before the war. He was always an introverted, rational person. He hated making mistakes, since he was a perfectionist. Whatever he's planning, it won't be easy to handle.
On their front, they made lots of plans, then dropped most as ti passed. Right now, they felt pretty good about their state, but in war, certainty was a luxury, and they were piss poor, so they made plans, then fail-safes for the plans, then fail-safes for the fail-safes.
But at so point, planning needed to stop, and the worst part of every war began, waiting. Their plans needed ti, and so they waited.
Another week passed with nothing important happening. As everything cald down before the storm, Sera and Bea found ti for their much needed conversation regarding Vicky's and their futures.
They t up alone at Sera's apartnt. Bran took Vicky to the other children, giving them ample ti for the discussion. Unlike two weeks ago, they both went into the conversation with calm and clear minds, ready to make all the decisions related to their future.
Following a cordial hug, they settled on opposite ends of the sofa, ready for a lengthy discussion. The issue began with uncertainty regarding the start of the conversation.
Beforehand, both spent a long ti gathering their thoughts, but upon facing each other, nothing remained from their preparations. Several endless minutes later, Sera initiated, since she was the primary culprit in the events leading here.
Sera looked into Bea's beautiful green eyes, and she spoke with as much sincerity as possible.
"First, I again apologize for my behavior… As you know, my emotionless state causes to not see patterns within interactions. I never imagined everything to snowball so quickly, into this intricate ss… This, naturally, isn't justification; I now understand my actions' impact…"
Bea didn't cut into her words like last ti. She just nodded with sadness, recognizing Sera's apology. She felt no hypocrisy this ti, making acceptance easier. But Bea was still confused.
"Why did you do it? Is it only your emotionless state, or was there sothing else?" asked Bea with curiosity, and after a long, uncomfortable silence, Sera answered shafully.
"It played a part, but no… After all of you ca back, everyone constantly pushed towards you. None of you ever acknowledged what I wanted, and that brought discomfort every ti we were close… I also realized how much Bran had done for , and how much he ant to …"
Sera avoided Bea's gaze, even though her eyes held no judgent, only regret. A deep breath, then a long, weary sigh—months of pent-up emotion released at once.
She wasn't stupid, or emotionally inept. Bea noticed how uncomfortable Sera would get anyti soone ntioned their past relationship, but she never knew the reason.
This truth felt liberating, like a heavy pressure finally lifting from her shoulders. With a calm smile, she turned towards Sera. "Do you love him?"
The question wasn't surprising, unlike Bea's smile. With embarrassnt, Sera blushed and averted her gaze. "I'm not sure… Emotionless, rember?… But I imagine, when I get my emotions back, I will finally feel it!"
She sounded so excited that Bea couldn't keep a straight face. Sera's flushed face and hopeful eyes made her look especially cute.
They beca silent for a mont. Bea never took her gaze off of Sera's face. In her mind's eye, she recalled the ups and downs they experienced, leading to a sudden realization… Their relationship was dood from the start…
When they t, they were both broken. Their cities destroyed, their families dead. They needed companionship, soone to rely on, but their connection was never healthy.
The two year long separation also proved enlightening for them both. They realized one was or another that staying together wasn't the best option.
This knowledge simplified everything, since holding onto false hope wouldn't have solved anything, anyway. Instead of reminiscing about the past, she decided to work on her future. For this, she needed to let go.
For this reason, instead of feeling sad, an enormous smile spread across her face. She moved closer and gave Sera a warm embrace, shocking her in the process. It lasted for a few long seconds, but its aning was obvious.
Bea pulled away, and while continuing to smile said, "I forgive you, and wish for both you and Bran a happy life together."
The surprise quickly worn off, and soon Sera's face reflected Bea's smiling expression. "Thank you! I wish the sa for you and Otto!"
These words felt wonderful for both, like an inexplicably heavy weight lifting off of their heart. A few minutes passed in silence. They just enjoyed the calm mont while it lasted.
Eventually, the conversation had to continue, since there was still a lot they needed to discuss. Most important out of all, their daughter.
"Have you talked to her yet about what she wants to do?" asked Bea, breaking the comfortable, quiet atmosphere.
Sera just shrugged and giggled. "Sowhat… I asked about her future plans after the war, and she was really excited to tell …"
She stayed silent for a mont, making Bea annoyed with the wait. After a few seconds, and lost of grumpy looks, Sera continued with a wide grin. "She wants to stay here, in London, and start school with her new friends."
Bea's eyes widened from shock, then she burst out laughing with Sera. She should've already guessed sothing like this would happen, but it still caught her off guard.
Their chuckling continued, lasted a few seconds, then eventually both cald down and resud the conversation.
"That's great. I'm really happy she managed to make such good friends so quickly, but we must extensively discuss this new arrangent with her before agreeing." Bea declared firmly, allowing no argunt—not like Sera had any.
"Of course! We haven't talked about anything extensively, since I wanted to include you in those discussions!"
Sera grinned while Bea blushed, looking away. She felt a warm, fuzzy feeling inside her heart, which she had been missing for a long ti… Soone actually cared about her opinion…
It wasn't exactly love she felt, but more like overwhelming joy combined with a significant amount of gratification. The feeling was similar to the love one feels towards their friends and family after they receive a complint.
She quickly composed herself, or at least tried to, but before she could've said anything, Sera blurted out sothing ridiculous. "I think the first should teach Vicky about sex education!"
Bea's eyes widened for the thousandth ti during their conversation. She intently watched Sera, inhaled deeply, then spoke as calmly as she managed.
"WHAT?!" shouted Bea. "What do you an?! She is way too young for sex education! She is only eleven for fuck's sake!… Is she getting that close to Henry?"
Sera just giggled and shrugged. "Not really. I just wanted to tease you… By the way, your reaction was priceless! They are very close, but according to Bran, they mostly just hold hands and cuddle. It's more cute than inappropriate…"
This didn't seem to convince Bea, instead she beca much more anxious. "What do you an, cute?! There is nothing cute about this!… That little prince is seducing my daughter! We need to do sothing, before it's too late and we lose her to this charlatan!"
Sera laughed throughout Bea's long monologue. After a while, Bea herself realized how stupid she sounded.
It wasn't like she hated Henry, but she wasn't ready for her daughter to begin dating. But she also knew how important this relationship was for Vicky, so eventually she dropped the subject.
Their conversation changed a few tis, and they ended it when Sera sent a ssage to all of their friends, detailing all her past feelings, insecurities, and grievances.
She also asked everyone to apologize to Bea for their past behavior. She didn't really need to, since even before sending her ssage, the apologies began rolling in on Bea's watch.
Bea read all the texts from her friends. She cried a lot as everyone acknowledged their horrid behavior, and thank her for all the sacrifices she had made.
By the end, Sera hugged and caressed her head. This mont differed from their past shared as lovers. Now, they were just two close friends, and co-parents, nothing else.
It took Bea half an hour to calm down and leave Sera's apartnt. Just as they walked towards the door, it opened wide and Bran ca inside. They chatted a while longer, then Bea went on her way.
Since night has fallen, Sera decided it was ti to close the balcony window, which stayed open during their entire discussion. As she closed it, a lone raven flew away from his nearby perch.
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