I didn't go back to the office.
Instead I drove to my mother's favorite restaurant. Stary Dom. Old Warsaw. Wooden beams. Candlelight. The kind of place she used to take for birthdays when money was tight.
I'd reserved the private room.
She arrived at 7:00 p.m. Wearing the navy dress I'd bought her last month. The one she said was "too fancy."
She looked beautiful.
And terrified.
I stood when she entered.
Kissed her cheek.
"Mama."
"Alex."
We sat.
Waiter poured water. Left nus. Disappeared.
She didn't open hers.
"I saw the news," she said. "Thorn Publishing. Inkwell Press. They're saying you bought it. For real."
I nodded.
"It's true."
She looked down at her hands.
"How much?"
"Enough that you never have to worry again."
She laughed. Small, broken.
"I'm not worried about money. I'm worried about you."
I reached across the table. Took her hand.
"I'm fine."
"You're not," she said. "You're different. Harder. You look at like… like I'm sothing to manage."
The words landed.
Because she was right.
I saw her foundation now, love, fear, confusion. And a growing crack of distance.
I squeezed her hand.
"I'm building sothing big. For us. For the future."
"What future?" she asked. "You're sixteen. You should be dating. Going to parties. Failing math tests. Not… owning companies. Not coming ho at three in the morning slling like perfu that isn't mine."
I exhaled.
"I'm not a normal sixteen-year-old."
"I know," she whispered. "That's what scares ."
The waiter returned.
We ordered automatically. Borscht. Pierogi. The things we used to share.
When he left, she spoke again.
"I want to et your… partners. Kasia. The lawyer. Whoever else is in this."
My stomach tightened.
"They're colleagues."
"Don't lie to ."
I t her eyes.
"You wouldn't like them."
"I don't like what they're turning you into."
Silence stretched.
Then I said the thing I hadn't planned to say.
"Co to the office tomorrow. See it. See what I'm doing. et them. Then decide."
She searched my face.
"You'd let ?"
"Yes."
She nodded slowly.
"Okay."
Dinner arrived.
We ate in near silence.
The food tasted like childhood.
But the taste was fading.
When the check ca, I paid with the black Ax.
She watched the card.
Then looked at .
"I love you, Alex."
"I love you too, Mama."
I ant it.
But the void inside didn't care.
It just wanted more chain.
More stone.
More everything.
As we left the restaurant, my phone buzzed.
Joanna.
Text: Letter finalized. Sending now. Also—Kasia and I are at the suite. Waiting.
I looked at my mother.
She was watching the city lights.
I slipped the phone back in my pocket.
Tomorrow would be complicated.
Tonight already was.
The empire never slept.
Neither did I.
//\\\\
To the authors who have stared at a blank cursor until it started to look like a heartbeat, this is for you.
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— A.T.
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