Running off like that, she couldn't help but feel a bit of suffocation in her heart.
"But I can't let go of him, and I don't want to let him go."
Yao Mingyue lifted her head, her swollen eyes filled with grievance and sadness, but there was still a glimr that could not be extinguished even today.
It was the fla that ignited six years ago, when Xu Musen held her during her darkest tis.
It was also the hope that had sustained her until now.
"But he has already..."
Liu Rushuang didn't know what to say. Should she watch her precious daughter go after soone else's love interest?
Her own daughter, so outstanding, this would be too unfair to her.
"But at least, he is still by my side, isn't he? I can still see him, talk to him, at least I can still... as childhood sweethearts..."
Yao Mingyue spoke softly, thinking back on six years ago, her father's departure hadn't given her any choice.
At least now, Xu Musen hadn't completely left her, at least she could still see him, and that at least ant there was hope.
"Ming Yue, Mom just doesn't want you to dean yourself..." Liu Rushuang listened to her daughter's humble tone, her heart aching even more.
"It's not deaning, Mom, I had a dream... I don't know how to describe it to you, but I also learned a lot... I am not deaned, it's what I owe him, I want to slowly pay him back."
In fact, over these many years as childhood sweethearts, Xu Musen had always been taking care of her.
Surprises on her birthday, an umbrella in the rain, her favorite snacks, bedti stories when she felt ill, cheering her up when she was sad...
So many, so many things, for the Xu Musen of the past, it was giving his all.
Yao Mingyue's voice trembled as she slowly beca more resolute, a sheen flowing in her eyes.
"Mom, I love him, I will love him all my life, I don't want anyone but him."
"Ming Yue... But what if he stays with that girl forever?"
Liu Rushuang looked at her daughter's face, her lips pursed.
"Then I will wait for him all my life... Mom, would you bla ?"
"Of course, Mom wouldn't bla you, but Mom hopes that you can have a better life, it's not so easy being alone for a lifeti."
Liu Rushuang knew the feeling of being alone; if not for Yao Mingyue, she might have long since been unable to hold on.
What more could she do?
"Don't worry, Mom, I won't do sothing that we both regret, at least for now, I just want to properly return what I owed him."
Yao Mingyue spoke softly and then looked at her mother, "Mom, I won't embarrass you, about this matter, please don't bla him, okay? Let handle it slowly..."
Liu Rushuang felt waves of bitterness in her heart, looking at her daughter at this mont.
There was a bit of humbleness that was heartbreaking, yet it was the first ti since the accident six years ago that Liu Rushuang saw such determination in her daughter.
For sothing, she showed struggle, anticipation, and hope...
At this mont, Yao Mingyue seed more alive than ever.
Liu Rushuang didn't know if this was good or bad, but looking into her daughter's eyes.
She still nodded and gently embraced her daughter, "Mom will never be ashad of you, you will always be Mom's pride, Mom promises you, and you must rember, you always have your Mom behind you."
Yao Mingyue's gaze flickered, her tired eyes suddenly softened with a tenderness that had never been seen before: "Mom, I'm sorry..."
Sorry, for once even being jealous of mom, how silly she had been.
At this mont, Yao Mingyue also seed to have no more strength, gently collapsing into her mother's embrace, falling into a deep sleep.
Liu Rushuang held her daughter with a heavy heart, sighing for a long ti.
She understood her daughter's feelings and would support her ideas, even if she had made a mistake.
As a mother, even if she had to sacrifice her own dignity, she wanted her daughter to be happy; her life had been too hard.
She gently stroked her daughter's swollen eyes.
"Silly girl, Mom will help you..."
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