7th Demon Prince Jilbagias’ Chronicle of Demon Kingdom Toppling Chapter 145: God, Forgive Me

――My feeling toward Platy was, 『Beautiful』.

To my surprise, I could accept that result. Naturally, there was no need to express it either. Nevertheless, inside…

I…

『What are you sulking about now? It's obvious from the very beginning that you're being swayed by that woman.』

After returning to the mansion, heavily ashad of myself, Ante said those spiteful remarks to .

The demon god appeared like a phantom, sitting by my side.

『I thought for sure that you were aware of that.』

「… What are you talking about?」

『Your harmonious parent-child relationship.』

Her richly colored eyes were peering into mine.

Harmonious?… Don't screw with . That's only on the surface for appearance's sake.

surely, Platy was truly open-minded for soone from the demon race, she made sure to accommodate with everything I needed. And I… I was grateful for that.

However, that didn't change the fact that she was a demon. And one of the big shots of the Reiju clan who keeps using humans as sacrifices for their transpose curse in the Demon Kingdom.

How dare you to tell that I had good will toward her…

Don't screw with .

I ONLY HAVE ONE MOTHER IN THIS WORLD!

She ain't that beautiful, she was a simple woman with the brightest smile in this world――

And yet, she was tough at the sa ti, she ran for the entire night in spite of having that fucking night elf's arrows lodged in her back just to protect !

And when I tried to recall my mother's face――

I was left dumbfounded.

I couldn't recall her face at all.

「… Eh?」

I could only recall the vague silhouette of her… What about her hairdo? What was the color of her eyes? … What kind of face did she make when she was smiling?

「A-AAAAH!!!」

No way, you must be kidding , right?

How can I forget her!! I could still rember her face when I had just reincarnated!

I tried desperately to recall my mother's face while suppressing my anger.

However… The more I tried to recall anything about her, the more her figure beca more ambiguous…

『No wonder.』

Ante heaved a sigh lightly while looking at with a look of pity on her face.

『When you t for the first ti, your soul was already tattered beyond recognition. It's already a miracle that you still have a strong attachnt to your previous life even in that case.』

"It's not like you forgot about it",―― Ante added with a wry smile.

『To begin with, your mories of your previous life were close to colorless, or almost transparent, like a worn-down painting. Your current, vibrant life and mories as Jilbagias are being drawn into your soul―― The relatively transparent mories of your previous life beca more and more transparent until they were completely forgotten…』

I felt a chill running down my spine the mont I heard those words.

Then, no matter how much I tried to recall the face of my mother in my previous life…

The more I tried to recall it――

『―― The faster it'll fade… That's the inevitable result.』

By the current vibrant mories of mine.

My mories of yore were painted over by the new mories――

A phantom hand slowly caresses my cheek.

『However… No matter how much your mories fade, it doesn't change the fact that you have a previous life. You're the hero of the humans, Alexander.』

Ante looked at with a compassionate smile as she gently caressed my cheek.

… Indeed.

I forgot most of my previous life's mories.

That wasn't a lie. That was… An absolute truth.

『Though I've told you about this before… Your love toward that woman(Platy), your current mother, is important, right?』

「… Eh?」

I couldn't hide my shock, unable to understand what Ante said just now.

『I understand that as a hero, you don't want your resolution to be swayed by those demons. However, it doesn't change the fact that that woman is your biggest protector and supporter. That's why it will be more beneficial for you to love her rather than keep hating her, right?』

Ante was chuckling for a bit before she continued on.

『Especially―― When there's soone who has the ability to see through your feelings.』

… That makes sense, I was really scared for a mont back then.

Thanks to the sense of gratitude I felt toward Platy―― I had to admit that the current ―― Could deceive Gorillacia's eyes.

『That's right. You have to rember to foster a good relationship with your mother from now on. Moreover――』

"Did you forget sothing?" Ante asked .

『The stronger your emotional attachnt to that woman――』

The bigger reward you're going to get once it's ti to harvest it you know?

… I felt a chill running down into my spine the mont I heard her last remark.

The Demon God was looking at with an expression that was a mix of affection and pity.

Her outline remained the sa, but the air around her was tinged with a murky color.

『The taste of 【Parricide】… It will surely be phenonal!! I can't even imagine just how much power you're going to get after committing the common greatest taboo of intelligent creatures!』

Fufufufufufufu… I felt as if her eerie laugh was resounding from the bottom of the planet.

The Demon God hugged . coiling herself around like a snake as she caresses my face.

『――Rember. What is your goal?』

Defeat the Demon King, toppling the Demon Kingdom and saving humankind――

『In that case, your duty is to gain a strong enough power to defeat the Demon King. And most important of all…!』

Therefore, the Demon God laughed.

『――I'll allow you. Love her to your heart's content.』

She looked at with her murky eyes filled with chaos.

Unwilling to let go of my soul.

『You don't have to worry. Just have a fill―― Of your suffering. For that is what made you stronger.』

In contrast to her cruel remarks, her gesture when she combed my hair was truly gentle.

Before I knew it, the Demon God's phantom had vanished from my sight.

Ante went hiding in my soul again.

I heaved a sigh while straightening my back.

My worry and hesitation were already gone before I knew it.

However, my heart felt like it was about to be torn apart by the endlessly intense yet cold emotion.

――I had to admit it now.

I muttered to myself as I looked at the holy sword(Adamas) that was leaning against the wall.

I―― the current was

… I was definitely feeling love for Platy as my mother.

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My first CN project, why waifu though? Well, coz the main heroine's job is buying soy sauce till the end of act 1

New Project:

Harem, Hero, Demon King, Seven Deadly Sin, Seven Virtue, Sacred Beast, Sword and Magic, Dystopian Future, DESTINY PROJECT HAD IT REALIZED!, Dungeon, Dragon, 72 Demons, Reincarnations

===TN: Those Who Can't Wait For more Jil-kun's, I've Uploaded Advance chapters in Fox