I made my way back to my house and was created by Cancer, who was at the door, waiting for .
"Welco back, Galio! How did the group fare?" She asked, and I smiled.
"They were doing well. They were exploring part of the island, and they seed to be having a lot of fun. I think that they have found a new hobby of exploring the island and its creatures," I said, and Cancer nodded.
"That is good to hear. I think that they needed to take a break from the monotony of the city. This kind of exploration is also great for them to learn more about who you really are. You never know what kind of effects it might have going forward. You spend so much ti doing things for others that I don't think you give yourself much in the way of consideration," Cancer said as we walked inside, and I shrugged.
"It is my job to take care of problems, and it is not like I don't have fun. I just fucked a werewolf, and I get an endless stream of choices if I want them. Things aren't that bad for ," I said as we walked into my living room, but I went straight for the coffee pot.
"Is that really all for you, or are you just entertaining others' needs? Do you really enjoy sleeping with random won all the ti? Not that I have anything against it, but I have always wondered if you were really happy," Cancer said as I made us both cups, adding a bit more milk to hers.
As I stirred the drinks, I thought about her words and considered them.
Was I really happy?
I an, the experience with Penny was not sothing I would say didn't make happy, but then again, we had spent a lot of small bouts together. There was the first fight in Eliza's backyard, and then her giving a ride out to the wall and watching her fight. I enjoyed all those things, and when we finally did do it, it was terrific.
That was good, but thinking about so of the other won that I had slept with started to make question myself. Many of the won had just been a spur of the mont, and I would probably hardly ever see them again. Then there were the monster girls, and things with them could be fun like no other girls.
"That is a really complicated question, you know," I said as I walked over with our coffees and handed Cancer hers before sitting down beside her. "I do enjoy it, but I do find myself getting sucked into random beds more than necessary. Considering how there are so won that I claim to love, but I hardly even give them the ti of day."
Saying that out loud made feel heavy. I really hadn't been giving the won I should have my ti!
"Stop!" Cancer said, and I blinked at her.
"What? Stop what?" I asked in confusion, and Cancer rolled her eyes at , making flinch back in shock. She never had acted so flippantly to in the past, so the eye roll caught off-guard.
"I know what you are thinking right now," Cancer said in a sad tone and then switched to a deeper tone to mimic , I supposed. "I need to spend more ti with the ones that are important to !" Cancer mocked but then shook her head, her voice returning to normal. "You just need to keep moving forward. It's been less than a month since you got here, and look at everything you have done! Stop trying to make everyone happy, and just do what you need to do. Take ti for yourself, and do the things you want, but stop sleeping with won just because they give you food. I was watching from Yaggisdral when then a woman approached you with the croissant."
I flinched back again but then laughed as she smiled at . She had a point, but putting it that way made sound like so beast that could be incited into bed by cooking or the sweet sll of a hot and ready woman!
...Maybe she wasn't entirely wrong...
"Well, you do have a point," I said, and Cancer smiled.
"Of course I do. And I know that sotis you just need to let loose and be the beast you are. Just do it with the ones that you already have a relationship with. That way, it isn't so random, and you can take the ti to enjoy the experience," Cancer said, and I nodded.
"That does sound like a good way to go about it. I guess I just need to find so new ways to entertain myself. Maybe I can look for so other activities to do that are more than just sleeping around," I said, and Cancer smiled.
"I think that is a great idea. Besides, you wouldn't want to beco too predictable. Variety is the spice of life and all that," Cancer said, and I nodded.
"Thanks, Cancer. I really appreciate it. I think I am going to go see soone for a bit on your advice. I think everything is good for right now, so I will take so ti for myself," I said after giving Cancer a kiss.
Cancer blushed a bit but then smiled as she watched leave.
"Have fun, Galio!" She called out, and I waved before opening a portal away.
I decided to go see Trina's mother, who was the elder of the first village that I had visited. I was also curious to see how the two girls were doing, but instead of going straight to the village, I had the portal take to the place where I had first arrived at.
Stepping out into the forest, I felt the dappled light coming down from above and took in a deep breath as the portal closed behind . The place slled like the earth, and I could feel the energy coming off of the trees like a living pulse. I could hear the birds chirping and the leaves rustling, and I lowered myself down to lay down on the mossy floor on my back.
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