- KILLIAN -
I hold the door open and step to the side to let her pass. Hazel walks in, in front of . “Why, thank you.” She giggles.
Mm. I tried to make her have a good ti today but I’m not quite fulfilled myself. There’s sothing she’s not telling and as much as I try to ignore it, I want to hear it from her mouth.
It’s been a long day. The day would’ve been nearly perfect if Asami and Owen didn’t but in casually, as usual, in every way since morning. I follow Hazel from behind. There is no way I’m letting her spend another day in her dorm after knowing either of them could put a target on her.
From now on, she’ll live with . If she needs to study or do anything, I’ll be there, always ready to protect her. And if she needs space, I’ll give her all the space she needs while putting her on a constant twenty-four-seven watch.
Hazel drops on the sofa, resting both her arms on the arms of the sofa with her back slouched to give a lazy, comfortable posture. “It’s good to be ho. My body is fatigued.” She moans, closing her eyes. She did nothing but eat and sit all day so I have no clue where the fatigue ca from but who am I to make a comnt?
I let my fingers sink behind her, making its way from her mid back upwards, giving her a gentle massage. The moan that leaves her lips the mont my fingers kneads into her body makes sigh. I have to be careful while handling her shoulder.
“What aren’t you telling ?” I say, finally asking the question that’s been bugging since we t.
“Huh? What do you an?”
Now’s not the ti to act puzzled, Hazel. You forget that I know you. I stay calm.
“Your shoulder,” I start. “What aren’t you telling ?”
“I can’t understand what you an.”
“Don’t play with , Hazel I can feel the bandage!” My voice is stern. She remains quiet for a while. So this is how she wants to play it, huh?
I really wish we could get past this stage of keeping secrets. I keep a lot from her way more than she can imagine yet when she doesn’t tell the one thing I need to know, it bugs . I just want to hear her say it, that’s all I could ever ask for at this mont.
But she won’t. Or she can’t.
“I’m tired. Let’s call it a night.” Hazel finally says. I let go of her shoulders.
“If that’s what you want, sure.” I say, letting out a sigh. Hazel stands. She turns to face . I dip my hands in my pocket taking a step back.
“It’s not what you think.” She breath.
“I’m not thinking of anything.” I murmur. That’s not true. I almost don’t want to talk to her right now but I don’t want to project my feelings outwards and make her feel sad. I need to fucking know what is going on so I can keep her safe. But she doesn’t even know that I can keep her safe cause she doesn’t even know who I am.
The desolate look in her eyes makes so concerned. I let out an exhale. Okay, I won’t be hard on her. I’ll let this slide and find out myself but geez, she shouldn’t give a hard ti.
“Are you heading straight to bed?” I ask, keeping my voice tranquil.
“No.” She shakes her head. “I’ll go to shower first.”
I let a half smile paint my lips. “Enjoy your shower. I’ll et with you upstairs.”
She walks to and rests her arms on my chest. I don’t resist her touch even though I want to because I am angry at her. Hazel leans up to kiss . I don’t bend to make it easy for her. Her lips manages to kiss my jaw. “Be gentle with .” She pleads. “I’m just nineteen.”
My eyes soften and I let out a gasp. I don’t know why she felt the need to add this but I’m glad she reminded . Even though I am aware of her age, I keep letting it slip past my mind so tis. I want to hold her to by waist so her body stays on mine much longer but I don’t. Hazel withdraws backwards, giving one more look before darting away.
I watch her head upstairs. I may not be able to get her to talk to , but I can still fuck her into doing so. I’ll be with her upstairs alright, in the shower real soon.
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