- HAZEL -
Two long hours. If that isn’t enough to curse at nature then I don’t know what is.
I finished my take away al on my way here while checking on Killian via text. I feel so horrible that he had to wait for two long hours for . I wonder if he’s still here. I hope he is. With the slight ache I feel on my lower tummy, seeing him sotis makes forget I’m in such pain.
Shit. I need to change my sanitary pad. It should be overflowing now. Ugh.
The driver drops in front of my dorm. Part of is psyched to finally be here but the other part is scared that if I stand, there’ll be a paint of red on his seat. I hope not.
I get up carefully, looking at the seat. A sigh of relief leaves my lips. There’s no stain. At least I don’t have to give him money to fix the damage or not ruin my reputation on the app. I’ll give him a good review, that’s for sure.
“Thank you. Have a nice night.” I say to him the mont I jam the door carefully.
“You too, miss.” He responds. The uber driver reverses and I stare at him drive away. I sigh. No one’s outside. This is rare, but I love how the night outside the dorm is quiet.
Now, to text Killian!
I hold my phone to my face.
‘Still here. . .’ I start typing when my phone rings. My eyes widens and I pick the call imdiately.
“Just at the back where we t before. The first ti we t at night.” He groans. “Co to , Hazel.” Killian says. The call ends. How did he know I was here?
I look around, searching for a trace of him. There’s none. I’m stunned that he rembers that spot. That night, I was so eager to see him and left my room without having a good look at what I was wearing. What he had to say didn’t really sit well with back then.
I chuckle. I rember this mont like it was yesterday. I wonder how today will be now that we’re together.
I want to go and have a quick change but if I enter my room now, I wonder if I’ll be able to get out quickly, especially if those girls are up.
I hold my phone in my hand and make my way to the place. Once I get there, I stop to stare at the male silhouette standing before . The person turns like he noticed my presence. Despite the dim lighting, I can see him. See the plains of his gorgeous face.
A smile forms on my lips and I walk forward. Killian’s walks to too. He pulls my body to his roughly when we stand in front of each other. His hugging has beco sothing I look forward to. How he pulls either gently or roughly yet holds gently. Caresses my back while keeping pressed on his chest like he’s trying to feel my soul.
It’s therapeutic. I can feel the care. I can feel the love. Although, Killian has never told that he loves . I don’t want to put pressure on him so I guess I’ll just wait patiently because I already know what I feel for him is love. Maybe I fell for him too fast but who wouldn’t? This relationship hasn’t had thorns. I hope none shall arrive in the future.
My body is still pressed against his and I inhale, enjoying his cologne. “You do know I have classes tomorrow, right?” I manage to say.
“You know you have my subject tomorrow, too?” He grumbles in my ears.
I would never miss that.
“Having you in front of yet acting like I don’t know you sucks on so many degrees.” His hand tightens around and I squeak. I can barely breathe.
I struggle to tilt my head up a little to catch so air. A whimper leaves my lips. “K. . .illi. . .an. . .” I gasp. “I can’t—“ His hands loosen before I finish my sentence. I gasp in air as he lets go.
“Sorry.”
“You’re so much bigger than . Be careful so you don’t squash .” I say. I look up to face him. My brows furrows the mont I see his face, is that a smirk? I want to nudge him with my arm but I can’t.
It’s a few minutes to nine and because of , we can’t do stuff like we planned. We don’t have a lot of ti to spend together. I sigh. He’s here now. I don’t want to think about anything that’ll ruin the mood.
“Hey,” Killian’s calm voice rings in my ears as he holds my chin up. “Why the gloomy face?”
I huff. “I just wish you wouldn’t be gone so soon.” Sneaking out to et him is the only way we can be together romantically on school premises and I don’t want this to get old for him.
Can he ever get tired of this? Of us? Can he one day want a more open relationship with soone who’s not a student?
“I’m here if you want to stay. Just say the word.” He murmurs. That’s reassuring.
“Can I ask you sothing?”
“Anything, kitten.”
I take deep breaths. I rember when I couldn’t breathe when he was this close to . Now I love inhaling every bit of air around him. “Will you ever get tired of ?” I blurt out, my face to the ground. “Will you soday want more that I won’t be able to give? Maybe soone your class. Wealthy. Independent. . .” I sigh. “Soone like you.” A sad smile forms on my face. His answer to this will either break or make confident. I hate that I’m this vulnerable to soone’s words.
“Never.” Killian says to . He tilts my head up to face him. “You give so much more than I ever want, Hazel.” My lips part slightly as I look into his eyes. They’re so intense yet pure. . ., does that make sense? You know when people say you can read soone’s eyes because eyes don’t lie? His eyes tells he’s saying the truth. “And I don’t want soone like . God, no!” He puts a hand on my waist and draws closer to him. “I have money. I worked so hard to have soone to spend on. To take care of. I’m happy doing that.” He whispers into my face. “Class? You have it better than anyone I know.” This puts a smile on my face. “I love breaking the things I won’t normally do just to et your needs. I enjoy it. Being with you gives peace. You make happy, Hazel, so no, I’ll never trade that for anything else.” Killian’s words are lting my soul. Is there sothing greater? Is this his way of telling that he loves ?. . . I so desperately want to hear those words. “The world can perish just to make you feel okay. No one else matters to . My eyes are just for you.” His nose rests on the plains of my face. I can feel his lips on my skin.
“Did you also say that to Kate?”
“What Kate and I have is nothing compared to this. It’s complicated. We have nothing at all.”
But you’re engaged, I want to say but I don’t. I wish he let know what they have but why am I so concerned? He says he doesn’t want more. He says I am more.
“Tell you love .” I beg. I need him to say it to .
Killian’s breathing halts. Did what I asked co as a shocker? A lump forms in my throat. Does he not love ?. . . “I love you.” He breath. “There. I said it. Now let kiss you.”
My breathing hitches. I can’t tell if he said it because I told him to or because he actually does but my heart is dancing around those words and his face is so close to mine that it’s hard to resist.
“Kiss .” I whisper into his face. Soft lips taints mine. I open my mouth to let him enter and he does. Killian’s tongue claims my mouth, shattering every environntal view I had.
His hand goes to the back of my head, holding my face to his as he devours my mouth. His hot breath fans my face, making intoxicated. I lean my head closer, locking my lips deeper in his as my tongue twines around his.
A sharp gasp leaves my lips as sothing hard pokes my belly. This sends fire to my core. I close my eyes and let him kiss , getting lost in the heat. A warm liquid trails down my face.
Tears. I’m crying. The way he kisses isn’t rough. It’s gentle yet needy. I can feel the burning desire in his tongue. I can feel it in the move of his fingers all over my skin yet he’s holding himself from touching further and that is thrilling. Especially because I know he’s horny.
He always reminds that it’s not about his pleasure, it’s about mine. And even now, despite his lust, he wants to let know he loves .
“I love you, Killian.” I say in his mouth.
“You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting to hear that again.” He whispers into my mouth and locks his tongue with mine again.
He has? Butterflies raid my tummy.
A sudden halt in Killian’s movent gets my attention.
“Is sothing wrong?” I ask breathlessly, looking at his face.
“No. I just thought I heard soone.”
This makes smile. “I should be going.” His eyes return to . He doesn’t want to go. “And you better take care of that.” I say, pointing at the bulge between his legs. I escape his clutches and walk backwards, my face to him. “See you in class tomorrow.” I wave.
Killian stands there, a sly grin on his face which reads; I can’t believe she did that.
I turn around so I don’t fall. The day ended well indeed.
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